Who am I?

 

I would love to answer that question, but frankly I am not fully sure who I am. I can say that between all my confusing of trying to figure out who I am, I like to write about it. writing helps me settle down my mind and begin to understand myself. I have endless spelling mistakes and grammar mistakes. I don't senser my thought before writing them down, I can't promise that my work will always be understandable and that it will be easy to keep up with my messy mind, but I do promise that my writings will be pure, real, raw and honest.

My name is Solai. the question I get asked most in the world after " what is your name? " is " what is the meaning of Solai ".  and regardless of the aoumnt of times i got asked this question in my life time, i still, without fail, mummble everytime i get asked this question.

Sol- in spanish means sun. And the "i" at the end of a word in hebrew means like if in english you would add "my" at the begining of a word. So Solai means "my sun".

when I was younger i disliked my name because it made me diffrent. I didnt like feeling diffrent, and with a name like mine you were diffrent from the moment you indreduced yourself. but today when i pride on my uniqueness I am in love with my name. And im so glad that i learnd to love it because it is an awsome name. It would have been a shame not to see its beauty in the name of -being like everyone else.

I like to joke when i explain to people the meaning of my name. I tell people " when people tell 'the world does not revuolve around you' I tell them 'honey have you evey opend a book in your life, it litterly does'".  though that conversation has not happend to me yet, I sure will be prepared for when it does.