How to Host Loneliness?

 

When your dream life our waits you. An apartment all of your own. A dream comes true when loneliness supprises you with its unexpected presints. Who know he would show up, after all he wasn’t invites to the party. He never is but he always comes. Loneliness does not need an invitation to come barging in your life. He shows up when you lest need him. How do you host him? Is there a best way? What does he like to eat? And how crispy does he like his toast. Well mine likes it burned.  When you wished for an empty couch now only wishing another body was beside you warming it with you.

There can also be something soothing about the loneliness. When you have no one to share words with you start to but together interesting thoughts of your own. Like does one would write in a word document. Instead of sharing those thought with another you share them with yourself. Indepening your bond with the stranger in the mirror you think you know so well. It way surprise you how much you don’t know about them.  

 

“Who are you when nobody is watching?” that is the question I have written on my year over a year ago.

When no one is watch there is no one to judge, that is when your guard comes down and you allow yourself to be the most you, you know how to be. But does anyone know how to be themselves? is there ever a way to truly know yourself? Can one ever know who they really are? They may walk around without a mask when no other eyes are around, but do they know who lays underneath it? So many question marks in one paragraph, makes you really think if there is only one who can answer that question. I think we think we know who we are but in reality, we are all strangers to our own reflection.